finally, SAT done, term papers done. everything reaches a serene status. good.
last night, the family hold a graduation party for serin. the only comment is, what a wealthy family. basically, they hired everything one could imagine appear on a party, a restaurant staff, a kitchen chef, a group of waitresses, a jazz band, and of cos, endless food and drink service. over 150 people came to the house, filling in three of the six floors, and the yard. it was fun. and i suddenly thought of my parents, out of nowhere.. maybe just it reminded me of their once promise to hold a graduation party for me. but now, im pulled back..
everything in school goes pretty smooth. i was rly flattered on friday cuz my calculus teacher was like, mj, r u leaving? lets keep email contact. then economy teacher was like, mj, lets figure out a day to have lunch outside, my treat. everyone is just so nice to me. thanx guys.
last week, ben's mum invited me to dinner with his family, including his sister and his grandma. they took me to a shanghainese restaurant, a feeling of home. his grandma's from shanghai. her first comment on me was, yo, te sou lai, du qie dian~~ hehe, just like my grandma.
anyway, im happy staying here, im happy leaving as well. i take it as coming back instead of leaving. yeah, after all, it my home.
you guys are taking the fu***** gaokao, good luck to each of you.
see you soon~
last night, last high school dance. out of craze, as usual.
went to eliza's house first, warmingup party. dancing, drinking,vodka. two little poor satuated girls, eliza and katya, totally insane, puking, twitching.
11:30 went to high school dance. 8th grade joining in, kinda suck. sth happened made it over earlier, not even five minutes after i got in. pissed off.
then exotus to dumbo. the fucking cops came. damn it. run, run away.
then party in the house. hooking up, making out, drinking, eating.
im fucking tired.
4am, finally peace.
8am, again...
last dance, bye guys.
昨天跟他们中国历史班去混了个field trip 去了chinatown几个temple 那个不是重点 重点是大吃了一顿火锅
之后跟katya疯狂hang out 还记得她发给我的信息让我乐了好一阵 “since i dont go to french that often, i decide i should see you more. i find you fun and i dont want u to leave. mmm... actually i just meant to say lets hang out"
katya是个russian girl 那种大大咧咧的 记得我第一眼看到她就感觉我们合得来 tho we seemed to be different circles, but u know, things assort themselves, as time goes along.
so we went on to eat. we went to a good bubble tea bakery. everyone can imagine my ecstasy. icy, icy, forget my tummy.
then we shopped all the way up and down and side by side. using up my credit card,filling up my pleasure.
so shopping consumes a lot, we had a little bit sit at a cafe in west village, where i saw a hot guy before and where she meant to take me, high five! cappucino, espresso, chocolate mud cake, thats my life
so we went on to buy some "drink”. shes an expert at the drink places. she took me to a alcohol shop where id card is never asked for. so we bough a huge bottle of vodka, half half, which was so strong that my head is still like everywhere now.
then hookah bar, where a kind of smoking machine is offered. we were cornered by id card. as we were about to leave, some guys from some band went up to dally at us. well, so we just hanged out a little bit with them, pretty fun.
got home at 2, continued to hang out with the friends at home. then super long shower, then supersuper long sleep, till.... now.
ok... i know im taking sat this weekend... i know im taking ap next week... i know i have a paper due monday...
but this is my life. yep... im a wild girl never to be curbed.
alright...work.
im still a little confused how i would meet this very man..
everything is just doomed, which makes me deeply believe in fate.
this very man, who is remarkably highly intelligent, who knows me so wel ……
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